Just Reflecting

When God is taking you to another level, he reveals all the people that won't be going with you. I'm learning and seeing this happen first hand. I'm outgrowing friendships that are many, many years old. I'm nurturing other relationships that probably wouldn't be if this storm had not come through my life. I am learning to let go and let God.

I have been taking the time to reflect on all the things going on in my life. Some of my friends and I are on different paths. It hurts, but there are some people I must let go of. I just don't know how. I am trying to heal, and I think that everyone isn't supportive of that. Which kind of hurts..

I am learning to be very protective of who I allow inside my space. My goal is to fill my mind and my life with as much positivity and happiness as I can. I'm a work in progress, but that's my goal. It's not all rainbows and unicorns every day, but I am putting forth an honest effort. We are going on month 5 and I haven't lost my mind yet.

On another note, my kids seem to be doing ok. Aryn slayed in the sing off and Rahsaan made the basketball team at school today. Rahmil is Rahmil, which is ok. I hate their dad isn't here with them. I pray he is their guardian angel. Rahmil's going to need him if he breaks another iPhone.. :)

Like many people, I am not a big fan of change. Although change is all I've known in my life for the past 2 1/2 years. I just hope something beautiful will come from all these broken pieces. I trust God.