90 Days In

Today is September 23, 2016. Today is the 90 day mark of Aaron's passing. I made it, I guess. I've had some moments, but I did not cry. I'm sad, and proud of myself at the same time. You just don't know how hard this has been. It seems like people think you just get over it. It doesn't quite work like that. Although everyone else has returned to their lives, ours has been turned upside down. There is a new "normal" for us. We're still trying to figure out what that looks like.

Right now I am very focused on self-care. I've realized that I have long neglected myself. Long before cancer, I was a mom and wife and I had a full time job. There was also a three year period where I was care giving for my mom. I'd forgotten all about me. God is making me focus on myself so I might as well listen. Taking care of everyone else has been my focus for so long, I am not used to taking care of Kelli. This whole self-care thing is going to take some getting used to.

On another note, while riding with Rahsaan he asked me if I was on Tinder?? I'm so not on Tinder.... How does he even know about Tinder?

I am praying that the next 90 days will bring peace and comfort for #TeamThomas. We could use some peace and happiness in our lives. I will definitely keep you posted on our progress. I know there will be tough moments; my hope is that they don't happen as often.